It has been two years now since I met her and my love for her only grew bigger and bigger. I had told her after a few months of knowing her what I felt for her but things she had go through made her not wanting to get close to guys.
It sucked but there wasn't much I could do except for staying her friend and support her.
During the two years she began to slowly trust me more and more till eventually she told me her secrets, sometimes worrying me incredibly
I couldn't visit her much as she lived quite some distance away but when I could go in holidays and long weekends then I did, wanting to be with her to have a good time and to assure myself that she was al right. It did work but only for a week, after that I would start to miss her again.
It wasn't that bad. After all there was still msn and the cell phone but even those means couldn't help me when I knew there was something wrong with her.
Because she wouldn't get on msn for days or even weeks then with no replies to any mails